utterly disappointed wif myself. Jealous over something which i shld not be. I kept quiet doesnt mean i am ignorant. i kept my cool for a period of time but it isnt gonna last soon. everything has its limit. i might go bonkers again. well its urs it will always be urs. i can be nasty but i can be nice too. i shld be glad i did not made a mistake by repeating the history i used to made. i choose to protect myself from any drastic damage. OWNING!

Piles of notes,flow chart are keep coming in day by day for my course. i wonder how am i gonna absorb it and apply. motivations?determinations? guess none but ONLI U!